"You met thousand people but none of them really touch You, and then You meet one person and your life is changed forever" - Love & Other Drugs (2010)
She lost someone she thought she'll never loose, the day she loose him is the day she lost foundation to make it through each day , she began to crumble.
suddenly all the love song became a sad song for her because every words of love song represent their times together
she stayed awake each night wondering what went wrong thinking what if he is really the one for her. wondering how will she love someone else after what she had with him.
she woke up every morning wondering if he doing well, or maybe the whole break-up thing crushed him too.
he's happy, like it was the best thing that ever happen to him
it crushed her even more, but they said if you really love someone you'll let them go if you have to
so, she let him go
then she met someone, he was like a sign that everything will be okay. she forgot the pain in her chest when she's with him. she laugh, I can say that she's happy
she don't even know what does he want but she's happy, in fact she doesn't even care at first where this will lead them. then every love songs are no longer became a sad song for her, suddenly every love songs is about him. she stayed awake to remember how his smile look like, smile over a text message, stayed awake because she don't want to stop talking to him. she woke up every morning feeling great because she forgot she just had a bad break up
He gave her forever within the numbered days
but then her stupid mind telling her that he will leave her someday and her life will once again ruined. she told herself that she can't have that anymore
my whole life she's been pushing people away, sometime she did that because she's afraid to get hurt. she keeps thinking that when you love someone then you have to deal with so much pains too, she is a lost soul who forgot the immensity of love,
she pushed people away because she don't want to get hurt, but the truth is she's hurting myself by doing that. This time she keep wondering "do I made the right desicion?" her heart tell me It wasn't right, and It tell her that she just lost a great thing that probably will be the next best thing that ever happen to her
she didn't realized that she was falling for him, because if she wasn't she wouldn't hoping he's still around. she didn't realized that loosing him will crushed her, again.
then now, every love song for once again became a sad song.
she stayed awake at night wondering what if she just pushed away a great thing that happen once in a lifetime?
she woke up in the moning wondering wether he think about her too or not
well who knows?
one thing she know is she just ruined her own heart, she is the lost soul that forgot the immensity of love
one thing she know is she just ruined her own heart, she is the lost soul that forgot the immensity of love
one thing I know, she shouldn't be afraid of love, because you never know what love will bring to you. it will give you a broken heart, but it will definitely bring you an amazing lesson,
you can't run away from broken heart, but you can always start over and be happy with someone who deserve you
whether you realized or not, love and broken heart helps you grows up
to every lost soul who forget the immensity of love, don't worry everything will be alright, life have a funny way to surprise you, you'll be okay, you just have to hold on to that
