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Yesterday was the last day of my 6th term, and I can say that the past four months has been the hardest time of my college life (for most people).

but it was actually quite good for me.

i met a guy, 

He lit up myself like a forgotten galaxy was found in me.

he's that kind of guy who pick you up at 4 AM after a long day at college.

he's that kind of guy who drive you home at midnight because you need to pick something up,

he's that kind of guy who stay awake untill morning with you,

he's that kind of guy who make time for you everyday,

he's that kind of guy who gave you flower to cheer you up, (or chocolate, or candy, or anything that make you happy)

he's that kind of guy who sing to you,

he's that kind of guy who look at you and you feel loved,

he's that kind of guy who gave you a sick feeling everytime he left,

he's that kind of guy who hug you and you knew everything gonna be alright.

but most of all,

he's that kind of guy who make you believe you can love a person too much.

Yesterday, after the last exam, I stood up for 5 minutes and thought about how i couldn't get through this term without him, and what i want to do in mind is just to see him and tell him that.

I want to tell him how lucky I am to have him, 

And the past 4 months has been the happiest months of my life, 

maybe you know, maybe you didn't

I didn't plan to love you for days, for weeks, for months, 

I want years, I want forever.

I want your messy curly hair,
I want your jokes,
I want your warm hug,
I want your silly little things,
I want our late night call, our late night drive,
I want you to love me, to miss me,
forever.

and despite every bad things we had, you and I are something that I've been searching for, my whole life.

what you and I had, i don't want it with someone else,

I rather be messy and broken with you, than perfect with someone else,
you're not perfect, but you are perfectly perfect to me.

So, please don't give up too soon, okay?